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Love comes around.

2009-07-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

tada!!!!! my third oil painting........ i know it's not very well done but i did my best!! kinda new to this medium, still prefer arcylic though! but no worries i will improve! so stay tune for more of it k! will be starting on the fourth canvas this week so yeh. any suggestions what to paint? ^^

apparently i don't feel like carrying on with this post cuz once again, i ain't receiving any tags. angry k! shall not post till i've receive more of it >:( byebye!!!!!! don't miss me :P

Everyone wanna feel like someone cares.

2009-07-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

right..... it's 12.35am in the morning now so a very goodmorning people! heeeeeee. sorry but actually my eyelids are closing, and yet i still decided to give blogger.com a visit to liven up my blog a little becuz i don't wanna go to bed yet.

i went to pay drJoyce a visit today.. fyi it's a skin clinic which is owned by her, and it's located on the 11th floor of paragon. boy, the waiting time kills! my appointment was supposed to be at 4, which means i'll be able to see the doctor maybe after 10mins of waiting or so. but that wasn't the case at her clinic. i waited about an hour and fifteen mintues to be exact, then i see drJoyce strolling into the room i was allocated in. heaved a sigh of relief cause i thought i would have to wait longer!!!!

heard from my mum's friend that some patients wait up to 3-4 hours, how scary is that?! but you've yet to know the actual reason why.. the clinic is named after drJoyce, which apparently is named ' Dr JoyceLim Skin and Laser Clinic '. do not be taken aback because she is one successful woman. from what i know, she has three sons which have graduated from abroad, which also meant they studied abroad for their masters, degress and blahblah. cause 1 of them is a lawyer, another a doctor, and the last one i'm not really sure but couldn't be of any worst.

so back to my point. i went to diagnose my skin problem and guess what! i have had sensitive skin all this while and no doctors told me about it, or rather i guess they didn't even know i have sensitive skin. tsk wasted my money on drChan clinic :< most of my cousins seek help from him, and they have to go back every month otherwise their faces will be filled with acne again. so if possible do not seek help from him regarding acne issues.. just ask cherrin or karen if you would like to double confirm.

er where was i? ohyah, i still am having sensitive skin right now but chill cause it only affects my face. drJoyce speaks really fast like a bullet train, i couldn't even get some of her points!! lol. but i didn't really probe much about my doubts because she looks really unfriendly :/ until this point of my post, you must be wondering about the costs yep? i paid a total of 128$ just for the for medicine. i repeat, just for the medicines. she didn't charge any consultation fee to my bill because my mum's friend went along, and so coincidently, drJoyce knows my mum's friend. so yeh, additional 100$ for consultation fee the next time i go for review..

appointments would have to be made before you head down to her clinic. fyi, she's speciallised not only in skin care. she has countless certificates hung on the wall of the waiting area, pretty obvious cause it's just beside the door. i hope her lotions and cream helps to cure my face.. 128$ is not cheap. i'll have to go back the week after next for my first review, will take approximately 3months to see the full results. be patient jesse ^^

if you wanna know the address in detailed then tag me or sms me or msn me or whatever way you'ld like to contact me. 1.01am already, needa grab some sleep right now. anyway, ritz get well soon alright!!! and angeline imy so much so muchzxz!! weixuan&jiali please meet me soon!! not forgetting my dearest vivian swtheart! HEH. and you junjie, lend me your half blood prince book soon ok!!!

ciaoz! miss me!!!!!!!!!!!! :>

If my heart was a house you'll be home.

2009-07-22T04:42:00.001-07:00

read my latest twitter update and then read this. yada i still decided to post afterall, cause i know you people are still reading and i can't bear to disappoint you guys. well, at least maybe my daily readers would want to read if you he she they don't.

i came across countless blogs today and i realised people are blogging with good vocabs, verbs and so now. no exception for me so i'll be blogging with perfect english as of today.. i ought to read some books soon, my english is deproving and i know it. just that laziness overtakes it and i tend to procastinate very often. like who doesn't procastinate?! i'm not that geeky though i may sound like i am but nah, we should have fun at our age!! right? but nevertheless i'll still balance between studies and play, infact i already am balancing it well right now, hee :)

haven't been heading out for quite some time, guess i can be a perfect homie now. ha-ha-ha? i very want to head out and do some shopping. seriously i haven't shopped for ages, and i really meant ages. jesse needa retail therapy :( but urgh, i don't want to head out cause my face hasn't recovered yet.. sigh how long exactly does it need to recover >:/ URGH.

been occupied with tons of test last and this week, and talking bout tests, i have one tomorrow. but as usual i am procastinating right now ( but i hope i won't later cause i really needa study for it )

noticed my post sounds mundane? totally clueless why i feel so blue today. i didn't feel like that on monday, well monday blues are very normal for me. are there really things like moodswings? sigh i encounter them very frequently idk why. there's nothing bothering me but i just feel down sometimes somewhere with no particular reason.

i should seriously weigh tangible and intangible things properly, in the right way ofcourse. hm, anyway i haven't been doing art for quite awhile.. except those paintings in my outside art class. jesse me is almost done with my third canvas and i'm really proud of it. heheeeeee :) shall post up the pic when i'm completely done.

ohyah, have i told you guys there'll be a second art exhibition of our pieces ( which ofcourse includes mine ) in somewhere mid january? the exhibition before ours is in the midst of preparation now, and the official 'opening' for that exhibition is next week!! haha do come down to kovan crestar if you happen to be there. awesome pieces up for show!!!!! ( and for sale too. fyi, their pieces are really awesome. ) young talents are from year14, aged 18-20? i'm from year12, so two more years to go before i reach their standard!

ok have nothing else for you people. logging off now, ( and still procastinating btw ) bye :)

I lost myself inside your mouth.

2009-07-21T04:07:00.002-07:00

what's wrong with blogger today?! >:/ the posting space is like so small la.. anyway i realised blogger has tons of problems, not once, not twice but many. should consider changing to wordpress soon to avoid such things from happening again.

happy racial harmony neway!!!! idk if today is the exact date of racial harmony but yeh my school sorta celebrated it today. lotsa people wore traditional clothings, haha some looked damn pretty!! but sad to say, only three from my class wore! ( and ofcuz i weren't one of them ) lol. hope we'll be able to wear it as a class next year!!

ah this tiny space is making posting so difficult. shall end here, short and sweet :) hehe. will post again tmr or something, provided if blogger's alright. ciaoz!

The dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had.

2009-07-18T00:31:00.000-07:00

Libra ( 24th Spetmeber - 23rd October )

Has alot of friends. Likes to think of themselves as the leader, but doesn't mind being led. Very friendly and kind, also very ambitious. Easy to speak to. Loves to talk about themselves, but keep things balance by being generous to maintain a good relationship with people. Very outgoing. Comes across generally happy, but keeps their true feelings hidden. Lazy. Loves money. Quite intelligent but doesn't always show it. Argumentative with strong opinions. Absolutely adores sex, they are a very good sexual parnter because they give and take. Prone to depression. Quick witted. Good liar. Easily gets addicted. Optimistic. Critical of themselves but at the same time very confident. Most weak when they fall in love. They are argumentative and like to think they are always right. They tend to also be quite lucky.

just how true is this? hmm wait lemme look into it point by point..

has alot of friends> yes. this is definitely true. haha! not trying to show off or whatsoever but yeh it's true. i have like friends from punggol all the way to jurong. jurong>bigbear! punggol>too many to list. needless to say the rest of the place that lies between this two.

likes to think of themselves as the leader, but doesn't mind being led> hm. true i guess. i love to start and keep the ball rolling. motivates the rest what, right! but i don't mind being a follower either. both is fine!

friendly and kind, also very ambitious> very true! hehz. i smile to whoever i meet k, though idk the person. i'm very giving, always lending a hand to others. considered kind right? :) yeh. my ambition was once to be a vet. HAHA. but changed after sometime though. now i'm working towards my goal of becoming an interior designer!!

easy to speak to> if i'm friendly then what's there to fear! :)

loves to talk about themselves, but keep things balance by being generous to maintain a good relationship with people> er? i don't really love talking about myself. i'm not a very interesting person so yeh. haha. my relationship with friends are good and stable. don't like having conflicts often, spoils mood yeh! and we should treasure friendship cuz true friends last a lifetime :)

very outgoing> er 1/4 maybe. HAHA. i'm friendly, just that i'm shyyyyyyyyyyy.

comes across generally happy, but keeps their true feelings hidden. lazy.>you always see me happy, true? haha. i don't really like to express my feelings cuz i hate to be bombarded with questions. like for example if i'm really sad and i show it out, people will go like ' hey what happen, you alright? ' and stuffs like that. okay i know they care but i not a verbal person. ( people who know me well should know this point ) AND yes ofcourse i'm lazy. haha like who isn't?

loves money. quite intelligent but doesn't always show it> now tell me what will your life be like without money? OFCOURSE I LOVE MONEY! but that doesnt mean i'm moneyminded or moneyface kkkkk :) quite intelligent? i wished i was. this is not true!

argumentative with strong opinions> yeh i love to argue. but can debates be of a non-verbal kind? im not verbal la shxxxxxxxxxxxxxxt :(

absolutely adores sex, they are a very good sexual parnter because they give and take> i give and take yes. but i'm against the point that i absolutely love sex! lol. how untrue is that?! well ok maybe not at my age now, in future.. who knows!

prone to depression. quick witted. good liar. easily gets addicted. optimistic.> prone to depression no? they state i'm optimistic as well, how contradicting huh! quicked witted yes. easily get addicted, er? to what? games=no. tv=no. what else?

critical of themselves but at the same time very confident.> not really. my sense is ego is just nice so yeh not really confident of myself..

most weak when they fall in love.> hmm idk. part of it is true. but i thought it should be ' most weak when they fall out of love ' instead? o.o

they are argumentative and like to think they are always right. they tend to also be quite lucky.> repeated point. lucky? depends. like in the good or bad way?

hahahahahahahaha. i got that from one of fb's quiz. check yours out now!! gotta go shower and then head out to look at furnitures. again. have been looking for furnitures since.. the week before last last last week. ok i'm off, miss me! :)

Hope seemed like summer birds, too swiftly flown away.

2009-07-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

hi babies!!!!!!!!! ^^

wondering why i'm home on a friday? eh wait, actually it's nothing surprising cuz i always seem to be staying at home. regardless anyday of the week, best place to locate jesselyn is>home. imma homieeeeeee hehe ^^ and i feel proud about it! sometimes i don't understand why certain people like to stay out overnight and not return home. home is the best place ever! agree?

as the phrase ' home sweet home ' goes, home is like your best shelter, your best comfort zone. you can do whatever you like at home.. watch tv, use the comp, do some homework, or maybe just sit around? reasons i like staying at home is becuz there is everything i need. like for example: the fan, the aircon, tv, toilet, fridge, com and etc etc..

so what's wrong with those people who claim they hate their homes? >;/ like how can they hate the place they should feel most comfortable in........ right right right!

maybe it's becuz of family problems which is quite common among teenagers nowadays? but i'm elated to say i don't face any family problems neither have i endure it before and i think i'll never have to struggle with it in future. hah my family is very united though sometimes we might have disputes and such among each other but we'll be fine after awhile. awhile maybe>1 day? yeh 1 day and the anger subsides then we're good again.

i feel blissful and blessed to have such wonderful parents, not forgetting my dearest sister. though my sister claims my parents are biased against her, but they're not! though in the past they favour me more than her, they don't do that anymore..

sis, actually they care more for you compared to me. remember those times where you had to struggle with emotional battles? mummy and papa never failed to be there.. they always try giving in to you, giving you the best they can. they are not biased. they love you as much as they love me. and i too, i love you. you're my closest kin, how can i not love you?

though sometimes they give me more attention than i deserve, but most incidents are becuz i fall ill. you know i have been weak since young, weaker than you, weaker than anyone in our family. i don't deliberately make myself sick just to gain their attention. like, why do i have to make myself suffer on purpose? so please understand, dad and mom cares for you as much..

glad you have sucha wonderful bf by your side! :) see, so in all you received more love than me lehhhhhhh. jealous k :( noone love me like how leon love you :/ but i know you love me, right sis? hehehehehehe ^^

family bonds are unbreakable. don't blabber nonsense like ' i hate my mum ' or ' wth my dad sucks la ' or something like that. who will be there for you always? > your parents. love from parents though sometimes can't be seen, but the love they give is magnanimous, it's never limited. so treasure the times with them, love them.. :)

If they could love like you and me, imagine what the world could be.

2009-07-14T03:04:00.002-07:00

the last picture should clear your doubt! whoever that asked me for the picture of my sexy greenish NUM bag! HAHA :)

Your faith walks over broken glass and the hangover doesnt pass.

2009-07-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

msn itunes fb blogs blogger documents everything. while typing this post i'm rushing my project. deadline>tmr. and yet we're but only three quarter done.. not bad? this time we took sucha shorter time compared to the last geog project we were tasked with.

argh tell me who can not hate geog? geog projects are the worst. time consuming and stupid. requires lotsa computer work and i hate it. hate it hate it hate it. i'm not good at IT, neither of my groupmates are. but ridiculously i volunteered to compile everything, eh wait. i didnt volunteer. if i don't do.. argh forget it. conclusion: i hate project works.

was just tasked with another chinese project few weeks back, but this time round's not bad. haha my group planned to go around tasting singapore's famous delicacies becuz our theme is> made in singapore. haha not a bad theme to choose though. the process of completing it should be quite fun i guess :)

zz wmm is retarded. i've added the pictures for umpteen times alrd and it can't be opened. what is wrong?!!!!!!! zz i'm getting frustrated k. walao eh i can't rant publically(?) cuz someone someone reads my blog. ahhhhhhhhhh CHILL STUPID JESSE >:/

I NEEDA GO CHILL. BE BACK IN 60 SECONDS.

ok i am chilled. took some chill pills. hahah only heard of happy pills right? yeh yeh i made that chill pill up. anyway you know, happypill is a shop name in the states and that shop sells candiesssssssssssss. sounds good to you? bring me there someone! :P

anyway the project is done so you can notice the change in way i continue my post. haha severe moodswing. gaaah it always happens to jesse so don't be surprised. jesselyn=jesse=me. or you can call me shortie or aidongua ( which means shortie in chinese ) or whatever you like. just don't oi or eh me. i kill you. HAHA.

i love my name so much i don't know why. yada it's common but who cares? if you don't know my name is pronounced as jess-lyn though spelt as jesselyn. the extra e is added in by my dad cuz he is too boliao. but it makes my name unique don't you think so! jesslyn jeslyn jesslynn.. many many more. still..................... jesselyn best! :P

if i had the chance i would want my name to be.. hm. something unique. as unique as aidan and ritz and some others that are soothing to the ears name. aidan>eh-dern. ritz>reee-tsk. HAHA.

ah i'm full if craps today. hehehehehe ^^ time... time for a boyfriend jesse! :P :P :P :P

Break my lease so i can move, cuz you're a bug-a-boo, bug-a-boo.

2009-07-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

HIHI PEOPLE!

I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY! SEE MY WORDS ARE ALL IN CAPS. YOU MUST BE THINKING THERE'S SOMETHING INTERESTING AHEAD RIGHT. HAHAHA. I KNOW I SHOULDNT SAY IT BUT I STILL WILL. RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE.

ARE YOU READY?

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I FEEL SO LAZY TO POST SO I CAME UP WITH THIS NONSENSICAL POST. HAHA! WILL POST AGAIN TMR. CHOPCHOP + PROMISE! :P

For the thrill of the flight, let your heart be your guide.

2009-07-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

is there something wrong with my playlist? i just changed it ytd night and i don't see the thing appearing on my blog. why why why why why why liddat? ok i'm in the midst of changing as well as updating my playlist now. hehe a whole list of groovy hits coming your way!

blogger's lagginggggggggggggg. i've ever considered to change over to either wordpress or livejournal.. but i'm too lazy to go sign up and learn how to use it. lol for all you know imma loghead and i learn things at a very very very slow speed. haha i tried xanga the other time but to no avail. couldn't succeed in even making up my own page! lol .__.

sorry for the continuous wordy posts.. i havent been heading out recently and am suffering from zitttttttttttttts all over my little face. once they've recovered you'll see me here ok! and anyway blogger can't upload pics, still have to go to photobucket and resize. jesselyn lazy la k :P

i haven't completed my chinese compo and it's already 9.36pm! i needa go to bed by 10pm. so i guess i should stop now? ohyah i've gotten rid of some annoying people in my lifeeeeeeee yay! that's all for today bye :)

Can we see beyond the stars and make it to the dawn?

2009-07-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

just ended skype with my uncle and his family. they left for sydney a few weeks ago and are planning to migrate there.. my baby cousin just celebrated her 1st birthday, and her brother is only 6. haha how lucky aye! miss you much much k cuzzies :( it's unlikely they'll pass by my blog. but well, if you ever do see this, i miss you guys alot!! rmbr to come back singapore soon! <3

ah..... there's Amaths plane geometry test tomorrow so you must be wondering why i am still posting right here. that topic is a killer!!!! so many theorems and shits to memorise, tell me when will i finish memorising them?! zzz Amaths you suck >:/

MJ tribute casting on channel5 now. you peeps catching it? well i am. just kinda compiled some geog pics into windows movie maker. after i sent alidia the whole file and tried opening it again, 'error' popped out. scared the wits outta me ok! i thought all my efforts gone down the drain :( but luckily it worked again after i restarted the lap. yipee jesselyn so hardworking right! ( better agree else....... hehehe ^^ )

personally i think old songs are still the best, like right now i'm listening to a playlist on playlist.com that has a list of old songs. song like, ' when you're gone, wait for you, take a bow, numb, stop and stare ' etc etc.. so meaningful! unlike some new r&b hits now.. not criticising or anything but yeh, i still prefer old songs! :)

hah it's amazing how certain songs can bring me back to the whole lot of memories i collade over the years. like wait for you by elliot yamin> i*** comes to my mind, and all about him. too little too late by jojo> g*****, one chinese song by fir> j*** and many more others.. nah don't bother to ask cuz i won't reveal who are they. angeline, i prepared zips for your lips. hehe shhhhhhh! :P

should i start revising my Amaths now? >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/ >:/

ah alright. i better start right now, at least do some preparations.. rather than having none and wait to fail right! haha jesse ftw yay! kk tataaaaaaaaaaa :)

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder.

2009-07-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

you spin my head right round right round... ah i'm having headache again! :( it always happens after my art class idk why. my dad kept insisting there's something wrong with my eyesight that's why. my mum say it's the smell of the turpentine... so what? what exactly is the cause?

i seriously think there's something wrong with my eyesight.... sigh i don't wanna wear specs! fyi i have perfect eyesight okay! 6/6!!! don't be jealous tyvm. hahahahaha. but eh! recently i've been experiencing blur visions in class :( though not those very very blur kind, but yah, i must squint to see the screen lehhhhhhhhhhhh. omg no. go away specky >:/

almost all my friends wear specs, some wear contact lenses.. yeh. even my cousins and such, they're all shortsighted. can i don't join the specky club! ah hell no no no no no i dont want!

but i heard people that are shortsighted, if they wear lenses their degree will slowly decrease. is it true? o.o i have one cousin that used to have a degree of 1000+. without specs= blind. his degree is far too high to even live without specs.. so he started wearing lenses and his degree decreased!! whereas for my sister, her's increased! LOL. myth or what?

during primary school times, i always pester my mum to make a pair of specs for me. it was the trend in school then. haha who has the coolest specs win and stuffs like that.. still remember the old kinda specs are in circles. if you wear them now i'm sure you'll be a joke xD

anywayyyyyyyyy, i dealt with something i wished i didnt have ytd. well it concerns relationship stuffs so i shalldn't mention it here for it doesnt sound nice. i hate to turn people down, idk why.. so i'ld rather that person back down on his own then having me play the bad guy. you know how much it pains me to hurt another?! >:(

and being stubborn is of no use, so what if your stand is firm? if the other party ain't willing then it comes to nothing. right? we have to give and take, this is reality. so would you rather face reality or avoid it? ( you can't avoid it for long anyway, it'll still come back to you )

instead of grumbling, cursing and swearing at whatever you can't obtain, why not try harder to earn it? agreeeeeeeeeeeeee? and what's love at our age? ( 13, 14, 15, 16, 17 ) what's forever? what's true love? doesnt it sound really ironic to tell some ' i can't live without you ' ?

like cmon, wake up and face the reality. look around, you're not in your dream. the world is never fair, and for all i know, reality is cruel. be staisfied with whatever you have, so inturn it still comes back to> do not be greedy.

hah i think im sucha inspiring blogger. yes no yes? hehe! tonight is so cold........ booming thunders and flashing lightnings. eew i think i should go hide under my blankie. :P

alright i'm starving and just nice dinner is ready. oo mummy, i love you cuz your cooking is awesome! hehe. gonna go have dinner now, ciaozzzzzzzzzzz ^^

You gave to me your all and all, now i feel ten feet tall.

2009-07-03T00:23:00.001-07:00

finally today's friday!! i've always been looking forward to only two days of the week. friday and sunday.. because friday school ends at 1230!!! and i have art class on sunday!!!! :) love art love art love art love art love art now and forever :)

had some lame youth day games going on in class in the morning. i was sabo-ed out to act okay! walaooooooooooo. make me shyshy! if you ask me draw or pose there for you still okay la, ask me act?! lol. not my forte... joyce'll do better! right muzhu?! ^^

during PE took our height and weight............... please don't ask me for my height nor my weight la please :( i needa diet like seriously. and i think BMI is fake!!!! i needa lose 2kg.. and grow 14cm. HAHAHA. how long will it take for me to grow 14cm? o-n-e f-o-u-r!!!!!!!!

walao tell me how long! huh how longgggggggggggggggggg. bff kept asking me to drink milk and eat cheese. eew milk?>noway k! cheese>woah get lost la! ok stfu jesselyn. though i'm this size now but i know many still love me right? hehe^^ esp........ (r)? HAHAHA SECRET! dont kpo kpo ask ask ask ah :P

38 here i come! shhhhhhhhhhhh shutup i know i'm fat but dunnid comment la k! >:(

You could cuz you can so you do.

2009-07-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

okay i'm just gonna post up the pic of the NUM bag i bought and i'm off. it's 1043pm already!!!!!! i'm suppose to be in bed by now but was rushing bio project just now so ya.. anyway sorry for this really short post. will update tmr! *promise :)

EH WAITTTTTTT.
what the hell is wrong with blogggggggggggger?! oi work leh oi oi oi oi oi x10000000000. why i upload a pic and it doesnt appear here? oi why! why liddat >;(

i'm uploading the pic for the 5th time already, and if it doesnt work then im sorry, will upload tmr or something. stupid blogger's being a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. walaowalaowalaowalao!

ok blogger doesnt like me today. it's chasing me to bed. fine! i shall not upload since it doesnt allow me to. promise will do so sometime soon, peharps when i'm free tmr. tooooodles! <3

Forgiveness is divine, everyone keeps secrets sometimes.

2009-06-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

the first qns people often pop in msn: hey how's school? well school.... is still going okay for me. lessons are still as boring. since school is a place to gain knowledge, how can it be fun? ._.

first lesson of art today and we drew something related to jack&jill! was supposed to used the logos and pics provided to create our own version of jack&jill. prefer doing stuffs like that compared to boring courseworks.. haha :)

we students were all given a small little bag of clean&clear products.. so during chemistry alidia and i were talking bout it. we started with saying that the container for the products are really useful for it's handy and portable..

then she complained it's far too small to contain shampoo and such. so i said, ' aiya hotels usually provides shampoo, shower gel all this what. even if you didnt bring enough dont need to worry '.

she suddenly said something damn hilarious that i laughed till i teared. she said ' you know those shampoo all these can take home one right? my mother always bring back the hotel slippers. my house have so many pairs lor! dk she take for what, also never wear.. ' LOL!!!!

i asked if her mother took them to wear it in the house toilet or something.. hahahaha. then we started discussing bout what else could be taken home from hotels.. what i am trying to point out is Singaporeans are not only kiasu, they are really greedy.

take hotels for example.. i know we pay for accomodation in the hotel and should 'make full use' of our stay.. but shampoos are provided in case people are short of them or for those who forgot to bring them. it shouldnt be taken as an advantage> to bring home free stuffs that we shouldnt. for example: toothbrush, showercap or even bathroom slippers. like hey are you really that poor to afford them?

take the pc show for another example.. there's one corner with a really really huge crowd. i thought they had something really awesome there so i went to take a look as well. (i was curious you see) .. then i realised people are all crowding around to get the free green carriers that were given out......... do you really need it? if not why do you want it?

this kinda unglam actions totally disgraces all other Singaporeans. i thought Singapore had always wanted to create this image where all citizens are well-mannered and civilised? tiny actions like this could bring Singapore further away from it's target..

so in future do not be greedy. dont take things just because they're free, and when you dont need it in anyway. help save resources for a better environment. save the earth ok!

cuz i reckon you would, as much as i do, want the world to remain sexy green. HAHA. okkkkkkkkkkk. anyway i bought my NUM bag already.. hiphip hooray!! :) but too bad, black is totally out of stock. :( else i would get the black for sure! ( though i wanted green at first :P )

i got the apple green one anyway.. it's on 20% discount so it cost 103$. yayayayayaya i have tons of bags at home yet i kept wanting to buy new ones.. ok lor jesselyn is greedy k! :P

dinner is on it's way home and i can't wait. didnt have my lunch and i'm starving now! hehe, will update tmr or something! cheers :)

If only tears were laughter, if only night was day..

2009-06-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

i've updated my playlist with a list of new songs! hehe, radio913 is awesome, so is 987. i still remember when i was in primary school, i loved listening to 1003fm. haha! those chinese pop songs and such.. but when i entered secondary school, i began tuning in to english channels. even 90.5fm..

still remember i used to have a radio by my bedside, and every night without fail i will tune in to 92.4, they have the best classical hits there.. kinda make me sleepy while hearing them :) heh.

still remember the carefree live i had in primary school.. no stress no nothing. exams then were like peanuts! then i made my best of friends there.. alicia adelin grace jenna jasmine. haha then we played some sort of a 'game'. we took a box and then wrote whatever we wanted and kept it inside, then we bury the box somewhere in the field. i wonder if anyone found and dug out our box.. heh i miss primary school times!! :)

still remember when i entered secondary school, i had not really many friends.. then slowly i socialized and got used to the new environment.. during sec1 i was really rebellious, had those 'spiky spiky' hairstyle.. yongthye even called me pineapple ng! LOL. sec1 i smoked, i hung out late everyday after school, gave school a miss as and when i like..

but when i reached sec2 i became a little more matured. i realise smoking is bad, so i quitted. ( but i wasnt even addicted in the first place! was just curious so i tried. ) i began to realise studies are important, so i reduced the time i spent chillin out, instead i spent more time at home revising. put in more effort in whatever i do, even for my outside art classes.

i used to take them as some hobby kinda thing. but i realise doing art is what i really really loved and i hope to venture into the art world. so i painted the best i could, and i achieved the highest for my outside art exam. :) hehehe. and our art pieces were exhibited at kovan for 3 months but sadly it has been taken down.

but no worries there'll be another exhibiton somewhere next year end!! maybe will be at more crowded places. let you guys into the details sometime soon :)

my ambition is to be an interior designer, i know it's hard but i'm willing to give it a try. we should always pursue what we want, isnt it? that's the way to live your life to the fullest! (heh :P) but if i fail, i'ld want to start my own bakery business and bake my own pretty pretty cakes!! :D

or maybe i will just open my own art gallery and put my pieces on auction? HAHA AUCTION SEH!!!! ^^ then i will just guard my gallery, maybe charge a tiny amount of admission fee.. hehe. sorry but jesselyn loves to dream! :)

that's all for today i guess! will update sometime soon, bye! <3 :)

Even when the days are long for you, march on, march on.

2009-06-26T01:23:00.001-07:00

so i left house at 630, asked dad sent me to hougang mrt to catch my train. headed down to town to get my art stuffs alone.. then went cineleisure to purchase my NUM slippers. heh i bought the one that's green and white. yay :)

but i got it with a 10% discount.. hahaha. the guy at the counter veli veli cute ^^

him: are you from any poly or uni? if you are there is discount..
me: erm nope. :)
him: hah okay. so you're purchasing only one item and there won't be any discount for it. is it alright?
me: hah yep sure :)

*key in some things for quite some time*

him: are you still schooling? schooling right? :)
me: er yep. i'm sec3 now. *laughs
him: haha okay. i give you 10% discount, so that'll be 35.90$. :)
me: oh yep thanks! *wide smile
*hands him 50 bucks*

him: there you go. here's your change.. seeya again, byebye! :)
me: haha thanks, bye!

how could anyone resist his charming smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!

went to meet jiali honey afterthat!!!! hehe ^^ been so long since i've met her, miss you k honey! chilled around in her friend's house and got harrass by the dog. LOL. pervetic dogggggy >;(

sigh holidays are coming to an end! where are my extended holidays!!!! walaox10000. i haven't even touch my chinese assignments, it's really funny how my chinese can be so weak when my mum's a chinese teacher.. lol, but who cares! ^^

hm it's 1.09am already, my eyelids are closing!! heh till then. :)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

2009-06-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

i'm supposed to be doing my chinese jianbao now but just two sentences of the article bores me.. chinese is the most boring subject ever!!!!! ( agree?! )

today's weather is really hot.. despite having a fan right beside me, i can still feel the heat outside! so tell me how's ritz coping in sentosa? woah freaking sentosa must be burning! i totally wasted my day today, another day without producing anything constructive.. sigh i'm becoming lazier and lazier. lazyx10000000000000000000.

some polys have extended holidays!!! WHY SECONDARY SCHOOL DONT HAVE? unfair ttm k! :( ah talking bout that, swine flu cases in singapore are increasing rapidly. so you people better takecare of yourself alright. swine flu usually hits teenagers and old people.. grab all the tonics and swallow them now! hehehe ^^

i hope i dont get infected, (prays*) my body is really weak and i fall sick quite easily. i go to the docs almost every month fyi! and my record in the clinic consist of 3 whole pages while the rest only has 1! nah i'm not exaggerating, this is for real. just take the hospital visit as an example..

haixxx. i'm feeling so fucked up now. sorry for this sudden ending.. bye.

Tell me how you looked at me and knew the very best i could be.

2009-06-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

guess who i want out with today!!!!!
isit gerald? isit bff? isit jh happybean? angeline? bgff? sonia? weixuan? jiali? or who?

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...
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oh you got it all wrong! i went out with my sweetie, ritz today!

hah wanted to catch a movie but the queue was friggin long so we decided not to. had lunch at pizza hut and this time his treat again, aww sucha nice guy! ytd night we dined at hongkong cafe, his treat toooooooooooo! :)

studied at macs thereafter and i completed almost all of the english assignment, left one summary and i'm done! but not forgetting chinese, i havent even touch them!!! maths halfway through and once i've completed them it's play time ^^

school is reopening soon. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. i dont wanna go school! >:(

ah anyway sweetie, thanks for today and ytd! hah seeya and aidan sometime soon again alright! alright luh im gonna end here, nothing much to post about today. catchya peeps!

Feels like i'm in a race but i've already won first place.

2009-06-22T05:47:00.001-07:00

been lazing the whole while at home.. had been looking around for furnitures for my new home which is located at sengkang. don't ask me which part of sengkang (later you stalk me how!) :P

had lotsa plans for the new home already, planning to renovate this renovate that. buy this buy that.. haha. mum promised me to get me an ipod touch on my birthday. though by the time it's already kinda out, but i don't mind! at least she's getting me something useful. ^^

she suggested a Guess watch, but ahhhh i don't like to wear watches. still remember the other time when i met kenny, he bought me a Swatch watch for nothing!! and we dined White Dog Cafe with a total bill of 109$!!!!! but we won't contact anymore. (angeline knows why!)

i need some suggestions.. will be changing my phone in mid-july or maybe start of july. so should i get..

Nokia5800..

OR

Samsung F480?

i'm so(x10) fickleminded. imma fusspot! i heard Nokia5800's touch screen's sensitivity is not really good, my aunt just bought one though. but i've been using nokia phones for years. should i try something new? like samsung? :)

tag me if you know anything bout these two phones yeh! all comments welcome :)

I'll do whatever it takes to turn this around.

2009-06-21T01:33:00.000-07:00

ah hi! i haven't been blogging for awhile.. was busy editing my template and such just now, and i changed a total of 4 blogskins todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

haha i couldn't make up my mind so all i did was edit>preview>eewsucks>change. yeh and i finally settled down on the exact same skin but i adjusted the widths and colour. green ftwwww! ^^

i'm suppose to be quietly doddling in my art class now but since i don't have any canvas on hand i gave art class a skip today. the nearest artfriend outlet is at bras basah :/ wasnt really feeling that well the past few days so din had any thoughts of going down just to get some canvas.

i remember the first time i got my canvas was with my coolie.. but we haven't been contacting for awhile though. guess i kinda upset him.. ah sorry. hope you're still doing good pal! :)

hm holidays are coming to an end, how fast huh! :( i've yet to complete my holiday assignment. seeked kay's help on my english comprehension. 4 passages and 2 summaries. faints. in addition i have yet to touch my chinese assignment. only started on maths, and i completed chem. geog project>not done. bio project>haven't even started!!!! lol. jesselyn>die.

realise it's been awhile since i head out with my mates.. i didnt even meet those i haven't met in a long while. like vivian, weixuan, jiali.. and more. my bgffffff too, miss you k! but i'll be heading to the gym with sonia on tues. yay ^^ but i doubt i can even do any vigorous exercises.. lol. then after gym we'll go for retail therapy, and later in the day i'll go meet my (dad)!!! :)

should i get down on my work now instead of blogging here? sigh, why am i so lazy! >:(

but i feel like ranting nonstop leh ^^ hehe. i feel so free emotionally. it's great not having to struggle with something so so simple and maybe insignificant>L.O.V.E .. i just flipped through my old diary books and i had a good laugh. wanna know when i had my first bf? when i was 3!!

HAHAHA. nah just kiddin. had my first bf when i was pri6. yeh we were from the same school but different classes. i remembered i was a prefect and i loved ordering people around and taking down names. (evil right! ) then there's one day i chased all the students up from the parade square up to the hall, and our eyes met..

then yah. i love you, you love me. i kiss you, you kiss me kinda stuff took place.. but ofcourse we weren't together for long. but eversince we broke up we didnt contact anymore, not even as friends which is kinda sad.

then i had my second bf also during pri6. hahahahahahaha. it was during the dec holiday break. my pals and i were loitering in a mall when we saw him and his group of friends.. then we exchange numbers and started contacting, thereafter we went out together and we got together.

lollll. i really loved him all the while when we were tgt, i can still recall we were together for 4+ months. but we broke up cuz of a misunderstanding which is really stupid ( shalldnt mention here ) well i took a year to really get over him ok! but now we're still contacting as friends though, hehe. i guess even couples who broke up, it is only reasonable if they remain as friends. not to that extend where they really hate each other and stuff..

if i were given a chance, i would want all my exbf(s) and i to stay in contact.... i mean what's wrong? lovers to friends..

and now, my love life has no ups and no downs. cuz i'm living life the way i want, i have my own rules own routine own attitude. everything else that concerns me just really concerns only me. i guess it's not really time to get commited to another relationship yet cuz i'm not really ready to face challenges and quarrels and all bad stuff that r/s will face..

but i have someone in mind and that someone knows bout it toooooo. (don't kaypo! :P)

life is so short yet so amazing. i love my life, i love myself. oh i sense some narcism! HAHA. that's all for today i guess. will update sometime soon, toodles! :)

2009-06-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

sucks to be ill during the holidays once again. look at the amount of medicine i'm drowned with! urgh i can't even stand for more than 10 secs, my legs will go wobbly and then they'll hurt. neither can i sit still, i have to keep moving about else my legs and arms will hurt. bodyache is really really torturing.. my tongue hurts alot, my mouth and my face is swollen. aww poor jesselyn :(

will update sometime soon. sorry to those i date during this hol, meet you peeps sometime soon ya! <3

2009-06-16T04:17:00.000-07:00

ytd was suppose to be a fun day. woke up in the morning and had breakfast with family cuz dad took leave. actual plan was to head to kbox but sis's voice cmi, so we thought of many many ideas and finally settled on catching a movie. headed to amk hub and caught ghost of girlfriend's past. i guess i had some allergy to some kinda medicine i ate in the noon so i wasn't feeling very good. my eyesight suddenly became really blur and i couldnt see well, was freezing in the cinema and i was really really feeling very umcomfortable.

headed straight home cuz i vomited while walking back to the car. sorry sis, i spoiled the day. aimed for the bed after i reached home, didnt even bathe, nothing. yeh slept till half then my temp went up. up up up up up to 39.6 :\ dad insisted i give the hospital a visit. so yeh he drove me to kk hospital and asked mum to cab down. sis didnt go cuz she was feeling tired i guess..

went to the emergency section and sure, the service was very efficient. had cold bath first then took 250ml of syrup and then waited for my turn. took blood test and had to wait 45 mins for the results to be out. was given a bed cuz they could see how weak i was, i couldnt even stand properly. the results were out after 40 mins and it doesnt sound really good. the cause of my high fever was because i had serious bacteria infection in the bloodstream.. and they took my temp again.

the first time i took when i arrived at the hospital was 39.4.. after cold bath and blood test and had the fever syrup, temp went down a little. 39.1, but still it wasnt low enough for me to get home. so was observed for another hour and they came to check my temp again.. 38.8 :) ohyes. haha but it was still considered high. doctor say if it doesnt go down within an hour's time then i'ld have to be warded. sigh, how serious :(

so i was observed for another hour and my temp finally went down to 38.4 :) this time i could finally go home. was given hell lots of medicine and eyedrops cuz at that time i had bloodshot eyes.

i'm feeling much better alrd definitely, just that i was adviced not to leave the house else the bacteria might attack me again. sigh sucks to be ill during the holidays. ohya i've dropped the idea of getting a tat already, maybe do it when i'm older.

alright gtg rest now. will update sometime soon, ciaos! :)

2009-06-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

i posted: "say i am.. say i am.. say i am wonderful" for my msn pm. look what i've got! :D

M.AGGIE-L.ENE♥ said: (maggie!! )
*you are wonderful :D

. said: (allister)
*u r always wonderful
*ahaha
*u sexy thang

Sebastian! said:
*your wonderful

The Legacy, Angeline said:
*you are the most wonderfullest
*:D:D:D:D

Glen. said:
*I AM WONDERFUL! YOU ARE NOT!
*lol
*jkjk
*you are wonderful

Francis' Soledad said:
*u are wonderful

hahahaha. how cute! oh anyway if you people happen to pass by the IT fair please spend some time at the toshiba section. my real blood sister is working there! support ya :)

2009-06-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

tairong's chalet was awesome.. happy birthday in advance kimchi mamasan!!!! :D

2009-06-11T02:34:00.001-07:00

today is a special day, a day worth remembering.

happy birthday to jasmine, my dearest darling! i've know you since pri3 from comtemporary dance.. we've had so many unforgettable times spent tgt, do you know how priceless they are? you never failed to be there once for me even when you had your own problems. i really appreciate how you play an important role in my life. i know you're facing r/s problems often now, but no worries ya? you'll have me here always. have you realise we haven't had any disputes nor disagreements even till now? 7years of friendship still going strong :) i'm really glad i made a friend like you! enjoy your day with norman, best darling for life!! :)

and.. definitely not forgetting my cutest candypie, ong jiamin! :) idk if you will come across this but i've lost your number so yeh, coudlnt text you a happy birthday message. :( it's amazing how we gotta know each other. if i'm not wrong it's through joel? joel tan. yeh. during the times when i felt really low, didnt know what else to do you walked into my life. you gave me advices, you taught me how to stand strong. i really admire your strength hunneh! i hope you're doing fine now.. it's been almost a year since we met ya? and we've only met once. wish you well in everything you do alright? happy birthday once again my dearest candypie!! <3

sigh. sometimes r/s just can't quit being a bitch. i don't understand why jealousy can overwhelm a person that much.. you guys watch fighting spider ya? so yeh. i find the edwin really attractive and handsome, i admire! but he's an actor and many fantasize over him, so am i wrong for mentioning edwin infront of gerald? i don't find anything wrong with it though. so now he's taking his dearest _____ to compare with edwin. like hey, that pair doesnt make a good comparison for goodness sake. for one, i don't know edwin in real life. for the second, i'm merely idolizing edwin. for the last, i don't get why you're trying so hard to make me jealous on purpose. i seriously don't get it. idk why guys are so unfathomable at times..

right. i needa go have my shower and dinner after that. bye.

2009-06-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

according to my horoscope, it states: It's time to take a break. Stop thinking so hard -- start exploring your feelings. What goes around comes around, and you can expect a little activity in the realm of your karma right about now. If you're called on to lend a hand to a friend, your boss, or even a stranger, do it graciously. Put some good energy out there, and you can be sure that eventually it'll come back to you. At the same time, know when to say when if someone's being overly demanding.

i've been feeling rather confused lately. yeh i don't show it out when i'm out with friends, gerald or with anyone else. if you know me you'll understand why. imma introvert and i don't speak up often. things i'm unsatisfied/satisfied about, pissed/happy with, or whatever i have in mind but feels there isnt a need for people to know, i won't speak up. to put it in a nicer way, idk how to speak up. i don't even know how to bring the topic up to people sometimes.

sigh idk what's wrong with me either. what i post on my blog is not all.. who would be so direct and post everything that happens onto a public blog? fyi it's public. it's international. everyone can see, including those in india america china thailand indonesia.. anywhere in general.

apparently i'm feeling in the dumps, don't ask me why for i myself can't figure things out. i'm suppose to be happy, happy with wonderful peeps around me. but i ain't.. idk why. idk idk idk.....

allow me some time to sort things out and explore all my feelings first. maybe i really need a break.. maybe.

2009-06-04T20:27:00.000-07:00

time waits for no man, and one month has just passed with just a blink of an eye. hah how amazing it would be if humans were able to stop time. if i could, i would recollect all my times with happy and memorable values, put them somewhere where i could visit whenever i'm feeling down. sounds really amazing isnt it? :)

yeh, so ytd was me and gerald's first month together. yep so what if i'm attached again and again and again and again and keeping it in the dark? actually i find no wise reasons to annouce it to the whole world, be it using facebook friendster twitter blogger wordpress or whatever. in the past i used to state it down on my blog, like ' i love blablabla. blablabla's jesselyn.. ' and etc. but well now when i think back, it sounds really hilarious.. but i'm sure everyone will go through stages where you find whatever you do damn awesome but when you think back... lol.

plan for ytd was screwed up. didnt know marina south had transformed into some rubbish-liked place. zz moral totally went down for the rest of the day, i bet gerald's one did too. we were so anticipated bout the plan but it backfired in the end. well, we wanted to fly a kite at marina south (?) whatever gerald calls it. yeh but as you guys know it's known as marina barrage now.

actually we could fly the kite there too but the scorching sun is too much of a killer so we dropped the idea and headed down to kallang to look for jethro. waited while he showered and prepared, then headed down to cineleisure to look for chubby, his friend. chitchat awhile and then went to have dinner. waited for angeline and sonia to come join us.. ohyeh. tr join us just a little earlier than angeline. :)

chilled at kpool for awhile then took a train home with sonia and gerald. in the train sonia kept doing those ahneh sound.. haha! really funny! gerald and i alighted at hougang while sonia alighted at serangoon. took a stroll back to gerald's house to take the gift and then brisk walk home. hah had kinda good time though i was perspiring like mad. argh i'm prone to perspiring easily even when it's not really humid or warm. idk, genes maybe? my dad perspires alot..

yeh so i still had a good time with gerald and friends though our actual plan backfired. happy monthsary again gerald :) welcome more happy and fun times ahead. <3 you. :)

2009-05-31T23:15:00.000-07:00

my legs are still aching from all the walkings on friday and saturday. GSS is here babies! you can see sales anywhere, practically everywhere! hahaha ^^ though i spent the whole earlier part of the day shopping for clothes and stuff, i only got one tanktop. haha gerald and angeline you better dont expose my secret okay! *shy*

i agree with gerald's pm. if you dk, he wrote ' preferring fridays to saturdays now ' yeh. i know why he thinks like that! HAHA. cuz all my fridays are with him and his clique, not forgetting angeline too! in the past i used to detest going out on fridays and i'll hang out late on saturdays instead. but it seems that i prefer the other way round now.. hehe. :)

anyway.. holidays are here! together with GSS, doesnt it brightens your holidays people? well it brightens mine definitely. cuz firstly, i'll be able to meet gerald, angeline sonia or whoever whenever i want! unlike school days where i'm only allowed out on fridays and saturdays.. but ofcourse, i won't be available on sundays. art classes still going on, and sunday is my family day :) secondly i won't have to get up at 6 anymore! wooo. ya if you dk imma pig and i love to sleep! HAHA. and lastly i'll be idling away maybe just chillin about. :)

this time's examination i can say, i did pretty well. so therefore mum is still gonna get me my bag though i didnt reach her given criteria. heh i got 2nd for class postion ^^ deserves reward, yes? hah and i'll make sure my tuition teacher gets me something cuz i passed my Amaths overall!

he just text me in the morning saying he'll be going shopping later on and will keep a lookout on my reward. yipeeeeeeeeeeeee! haha i feel so happy nowaways idk why. partly cuz of gerald and all the wonderful peeps around that's why? gerald and i are awesome gossip partners! right baby? *winks!

it's only 2.25pm in the noon now and my art class starts at 4pm. i needa get down to art friend sometime soon to get some art materials. i wanna get fabric paints too! not forgetting my main objective of getting down there.. my canvas! hah. but i'll need someone to go with me cuz the canvas is a little heavy so yeh. talk bout that next week or something :)

i realised i'm kinda mean actually.. HEHE. i just tasked my friend to do something really cunning, but he agreed and i can see that he's actually quite excited bout completing that mission. haha i won't reveal it though, i know i'm mean but well who cares! ^^

ohya i haven't took my IC photo and we'll be getting our IC on wednesday. but what's the use? it won't be of good use till we're 18 or something.

i needa do more shopping. prolly heading out with sonia that babe on thursday! hehe. i will meet more of my friends during the holidays. those i havent met in ages, like weixuan jiali and many many many more!

alright, i will stop here. wanna go have a shower cuz i'm feeling kinda sticky. hehe ciaoz!

2009-05-28T01:40:00.000-07:00

just listened to green day's album and i don't really fancy them, can't even hear what they're trying to sing though. lol, no offence! i still like either westlife or varsity more. kinda more of my favourite genre: r&b :)

time really flies, and just so you know tmr's the last day of school and then we're freeeeeeeeeee. yipeeee, yes? :) will be getting back our report books tmr and yeh, not much a big deal cuz we've already seen our final results. won't be able to get my bag from mum anymore cuz i've only obtained one A, and the requirement is for me to have 4.. lol! but i really did tried my best :)

lessons are getting more and more hilarious with meijie alidia and clique. like i said, a little of everyone makes things great. 'things' in general.. yep. :) will be heading out tmr after school to meet gerald, sis and friends! hehe ^^ finally friday eh gerald? i guess he has dozed off, he didn't reply my msg since an hour or more ago.

i found out something which is kinda.. idk. i find it funny though. haha. my mum reads my blog! i wonder how did she get to my webpage in the first place.. she told me she read my sis's blog too. as in my real blood sis. mum, you're so cool and awesome! well maybe next time if i want anything for my birthday i should place a wishlist on my blog, then surely she will get me something :)

time waits for no man, and 1st june is approaching. any guesses why that day is so special? well it's me and angeline's second year anniv! sis, are you happyhappyhappy? hehe! we've been through much much more than others did and things have been going well so far. i want to thank you for always being there to cheer me up and such. you are so special to me, muacks muacks!!

anyway i need some advices. should i get a ripcurl backpack, or crumpler sling bag? i know crumpler is kinda old fashion and out of trend already but i just saw a crumpler that is green and has yellow stripes! ahhhh so cool!!!! both prices are almost the same, just that crumpler is 10bucks more than the ripcurl bag.. so yeh. any suggestions? ^^ tag me ya!

2009-05-26T02:06:00.000-07:00

imma lady of my words and so i deleted a particular post.. yep, i won't elaborate much on reasons why i did that but in one way or another it's part of the 'terms' so yep.

this is the third time i'm retyping cuz idk what to post about. seems like i have so much to say but i just can't put them in place. school has been mundane for the whole of today and ytd. maybe even tmr and the rest of the week so i'm reconsidering whether i should attend school or not.

but i guess it's a must to attend school on friday cuz we'll be taking back our report books. anyway talking about report books, we got a chance to have a look at our final midyear results. and surprisingly i failed none! hehe! see gerald, i'm awesomely studious ok! ^^

hm ok. i will post sometime soon. prolly when i've thought of what to. ciaos :)

2009-05-22T10:45:00.000-07:00

it's 1.45am in the morning now so you guys must be wondering why i am still up at this hour. i reached home not long ago, just about an hour or so at 12am just now. yeh, had fun cuz practically we were talking and joking all the way from the cathay to fareast to wisma then paragon.

caught angels&demons earlier in the day with angeline, tr, eerong, his friend then jethro and moky joined us moments later. a pity dhiren bff couldn't come along.. aww. it's been real long since i last saw you bff!

the show's really great! i'll rate it 5/5, worth watching! gerald couldnt help being irritating by asking me who i think the main killer was, he read the book before so he actually knows all the scenerio and stuff that will happen beforehand. i couldn't get the right answer but he just kept asking without telling me the real thing. argh. irritating fusspot. :P

after the movie we headed down to dhoby xchange to have chicken rice for dinner. sis was feeling a little unwell thus she didnt really eat much. thereafter we took the train to fareast as fusspot gerald wanted to look for his formal shirt.

he is really really fussy. just a little different from the ideal thing he wants and he keeps nagging and fussing about bout why there isnt the right one for him. lol! we searched the whole fareast yet he got nothing in the end. then the next destination was wisma. walked around but still, nothing caught his eye.

decided to head for borders at first cuz i wanted to look for my crumpler bag ^^ but gerald complained that it was quite a distance away and therefore we headed for paragon, which too, sells crumpler bags. but a pity the shops were already closed when we reached there so yeh, just sat around till eleven and finally we took the train home.

finally caught some fresh air after 2 weeks of hardcore mugging... got back some results today and i'm not really satisfied with it. but surprisingly i got 38/80 for my Amaths, which i expected to get only 10 marks. haha, but sigh, 2 more marks and i'll pass. argh!

for the first time in my secondary school life, i got an A for my sciences. yeh no big deal cuz i'm taking combine sciences.. but i used to be very weak in it and i had no confidence bout getting high marks. i hope at least i'll pass all my subjects so as not to disappoint my mum..

but i really did study (with my heart). LOL. inside joke :) my eyes are feeling really lethargic right now and my legs are aching. i guessed we walked too much today.. but overall it was fun. especially with sis and that chatterbox and his clique. a little of everyone makes thing just great :)

ooooook. it's 202am now, i'm tucking myself in bed already. sorry if this post seems boring cuz i'm currently too lazy to find my cable and upload pictures.. toodles everyone ^^

2009-05-21T01:06:00.000-07:00

i don't know what's with my archives code, seems like nothing's wrong but it just can't seem to work. i asked around, tried endless times to no avail, and yada, i decided to create a new blog. notice the url is still the same? hah yep. i decided to just leave that previous blog to rot.

exams are finally over! which means playtime, yes? haha. well it's all over now so there's no point whining about like a wimp. lol! just hope for the best? i mugged real hard for this midyear, ss/hist went well for me. eng and chi, still fine. i couldn't tackle geog and Amaths. ya, Amaths is a killer i swear.

hm, it's been long since i last saw gerald and clique. especially bff! he got grounded during his exam period, and i got grounded during mine too so yep. will be heading out tmr to catch angels&demons with gerald. prolly meeting the clique and sis tmr! yay, i miss you sis ;)

had a real great and long talk with sis on wed.. yeh. as usuals had laughter and we talked lotsa taradiddle.. hehe. secrets ^^ i volunteered to plan the activities for her birthday which is approaching in july. yeh peharps will make this her best :)

helped ashikin with her smiley piercing today right after art. she's sucha brave chick! argh still remember the other time i had mine, the pain was bearly tolerable till i cried. so shameful right! haha. it's over now.. and i'm only left with a pathetic tongue piercing. should i go get more or what?

i had urges to get a tattoo sometimes, and i've been talking bout getting a nape piercing. but the greatest obstacle is i have to persuade my old-fashioned mum and gather all my cowardy courage. i don't have the courage seriously. just go to youtube and search nape piercing, if you have totally no ideas about what i'm talking about now.

should i? or should i not? i don't know. and anyway tattoos have became a certain part of art in the modern society these day. so people, quit your old-fashion thinking. the world might be filled with human art in future, who knows? :)

alright it's time for me to go off. i will be posting like the past, prolly everyday if i'm free. so yep, stay tune! catchya people soon ;)